What i wanna say.

Okay what the hell.

I'm lost in love but i'm still fucking missing her.

Hope she can just be happy in whatever she's doing aite.

DAMN MY JOB.

ehh fat face fucked up boss.

who the fuck you think you are?

What the fuck you think i am?

YOU DAWG arh?

Seriousl i cant stand you already..

As if i come to work just to get your freaking low pay..

You say you lose 25bucks because of me.

I'm laughing ya know.

Dun be such a dumb ass.

You think firing people is like shooting bullets?

You'll regret one day and you shall beg people to work for you.

You aint giving no respect to people and why should i respect you.

You're so freaking fat and you smoke cigars.

I dun get you dude cuz you suck.

I FUCKING QUIT.

Its not worth it working at your place cuz it totally sucks.

PISS OFF ASSHOLE.

Get another idiot to work for you. o0o

woohoo.

I dunno why but im really happy today.

I guess i kinda get over the fall in love thing already.

Hmmm.. jus dun make me miss you okay?

I'll be fine. Hahah.

Damn busy today at work.

People mountain people sea. *lols*

I'm exposed to ciggaretes and alcohol. Wtf. That's bad.

Im happy and high now.

WTF.

Going to camp on Friday... Weeee.

We're gonna rock the camp people!

Check it out.

OMG. long sexy legs.

I see the curves.

Hot lips of yours.

Killer smile that you give me!

Yessss. Thats you. Dun look around.

Hahahhah. What am i crapping.

I haven get over this shit yet.

But no worries people. I will soon.

Thanks to everyone who had been with me nowadays.

I felt so empty but you all filled it totally with your presence.

Thanks. You guys are awesome.

MY NEW HAIRCUT SUCKS. Hahahah. xD

blah.

I dunno what the shit i will crap today..

Today is a fine bright day.

Woke up at 11 to help my mum clean the stupid storeroom.

Lotsa stuff and it is superrr dusty.

I had chocolate cake today plus lotsss and lotsss of extra melted choc on it.

Shit. It was great.

Todays' great cuz she din come into my mind...

I din feel that i needed her today.

Its working!! Im shaking this shit off..

3 more days and it'll come again. DAMN.

Happy bday Andrea!!

Yeahh, that's the bday girl. hahah! My dearest boss-Andrea. xD

She's so freaking kiddo already right after her new haircut.

Please la guys. Dun bodek her and say that she's pretty. =P

LOL. Im just so mean.

Yeahh, she's pretty! I was jus kidding.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDREA!!!!

Yeahh.. me and my dear fren.

She was like so happy when she saw her cake. LOL.

Hmm.. 17 already. that's cool.

We went to watch Bolt which i think is a damn stupid show.

Waste my money. Before that we just had Pizza and hang around jusco.

Okay.

Apparently we were watching the same movie as Daryl and another dude which i

forgotten his name.

Hahah. We met up with them and took some pictures kat capcom.

They are going to camp too which is gonna be so freaking awesome.

Okayy.. im like 2days late posting this blog.

Im too freaking busy with work and its damn tiring.

Enough with the love love thing. That's shit.

Hahah. Life is perfect now.

Awesome family and cool friends.

PERFECT. xD

Life.

Yeahh.. I struggled myself to bed last night.

There were too much in my mind.

I had enough... You already own half of my time, now you wanna have it all?

Its so hard to explain. Its so hard to tell. Its so hard to forget.

I wont get hungry nor tired looking at you.

I feel energized when you message me.

Shit. What can i do?

Shaddup and go on with life.

This is life and love is blind.

Fuck it.

Deep shit.

I'm in deep shit now i think?

Ohhhhhhh... YESSS I AM.

Have you guys ever been in love?

NOOO. My question is not how you confess.

HOW OR WAD CAN YOU DO TO FREAKING STOP LOVING SOMEONE.

Itssss so hard when that person isn't the one you should fall in love with.

Its so obvious that I dun stand a chance.

But im still willing to try.

I smile to the computer screen stupidly when i see you online.

I will try to peek and look at you everytime i have the chance.

I will do my all and very best to keep you under my wings.

I am furious when you try to hurt yourself.

I share your joy and I lend you my shoulders when you're sad.

I am willing to go under rain or shine just to make you feel glad.

I humble myself and defend you till the very end.

I wont let ppl hurt you.

I ALWAYS PUT ON MY BEST SMILE WHEN I SEE YOU.

I keep denying this coz' i know im making a mistake.

A VERY BIGGGG ONE..

I dunno what to do.

I dunno who to tuurn to.

I dunno where to go.

I dunno how to solve this.

I AM IN LOVE. SHIT!